It’s 8PM and I’m laying here on the couch,
Mama’s on the left, baby’s to the side.
The sun has slowly set, the sky is purple,
I lay here drained and groggy.
In this moment, I’ve reached nearly a breaking point.
Crying, fussing, lack of sleep, unknowns, fears…
All this weight to be perfect, great, or even good.
Then I stopped racing through my mind.
Just soak in the moment with those I love most.
The rest will come.